Marathon Training Week 18: It's go Time

We are only a few days away from 7:00 am, June 4th, Newport Marathon! 

This last week my biggest fear has been getting sick. It's cold season and I know several people who have been, or who are sick. Stay away!!!!! All I can do is take extra vitamins and keep moving forward! I try not to dwell on it. 

My biggest highlight of the week was Saturday's group run! I used to head up a large group run nearly every weekend. As we went into two years of "covid," people weren't meeting as much and races were far and few, if any at all. Training mostly alone has been a change that has actually been enjoyable, but I desperately miss the group. 

Saturday (yesterday) two friends racing Newport half, my husband who's doing the full, and another who's not racing at all met up in Salem. We ran, laughed and just enjoyed the great outdoors. It felt so good to run with others. We all talked about the upcoming Pacific Northwest Marathon and how we should all sign up. I think there will be more group runs in the near future! 

I am still undecided on what I will be wearing on race day. I am having a hard time finding the "perfect" race outfit. I typically have that figured out by now. 

This week is simple, one quality run and a few easy runs. I will then celebrate with the race! It's a celebration of the last four months. A celebration of grit, determination, will power, discipline, and just the desire to dream up a dream, and go for it! It's taken me a long time to get here. It's been worth every step!

Marathon Training: Week 17, "Why Run a Marathon?"

As I sit here, only 12 days from Newport Marathon, I can't help but to reflect on the "why's" of training/running a marathon. People have told me, "you know, you don't have to run a marathon! Why not run something shorter?" I get it! It's a huge time commitment! I've had to really be diligent about when to train and even what time of year to put in the bulk of the work as it is almost like a 2nd job. 

Several years ago my best friend and I joked about running as fast a Oprah Winfrey. In 1994 she crossed the finish line at 4:29:20 with professional help. At the time, that was my goal and it took me a few years to get there! It was hard, but I stayed consistent with what I knew at the time and did it. After that marathon, another friend told me I had the talent to run a sub-4:00 if I trained a little different. I figured I had nothing to lose and simply changed a few things in training. At the time, I didn't believe I was every going to run a sub-4:00 but this friend had way more experience that I did. I did the workouts as I was told and I ran a sub-4:00! I went on to run several sub-4:00 but what about running a Boston Qualifying time? This was not only a joke to me but not even in my realm of thought! At the time, I would need to run much faster, shaving my time down to a sub 3:45. I trained to run a 3:40 to ensure a 5 minute buffer and ran a 3:42. This was with the help of a Coach. This also made me realize I was capable of a lot more than I ever realized. This was four years ago. 

The last four years I have struggled. I know what it takes to train hard and have tired to get back both physically and mentally and have failed. I went through a couple injuries and two years of covid. Races disappeared for the most part and the thought of tossing my money out to run a virtual run seemed not only silly, but a waist of my hard earned money. 

During the last four years I've stayed very consistent and have always know I had that going for me. I changed jobs at the hospital, giving my feet a bit more rest during the day. I got my weight back in check and started running most every day before work as my hours changed too. It was a slow process but eventually I wanted to really train again. 

I signed up for Newport kinda on a whim. I've loved Newport in the past but to be honest was done with it. For some reason I just felt I needed to go back now! It sounded like good timing for 2022 and I had friends who decided it would be really great to do the Newport half, some for the very first time. 

As I focus on my why's, this is what has come out of this training cycle! I've increased my endurance and I know my heart health is well. If you looked at my resting heart rate you wouldn't believe what you saw. My heart doctor even took a second look. 

I have less overall stress. I feel like running is my medication. I have a great deal of stress in an area of my life I don't care to talk about and this helps me stay stable. It's needed. Running faster is even better! 

I am more upbeat at work. Call it a "runners high" call it what you want? I am the happiest person at 7:00 am when the early part of our work team all walks in at 6:59am! 

My Vo2 max had increased over the last four months. Vo2 max is your aerobic capacity. I stand in disbelieve at some of my achievements over the last few months because I've been willing to trust someone with more knowledge than me to get my body into shape. Trusting the process is very hard for me as I get worried for whatever reason, it won't work. As long as you have someone working with you that knows what their doing, just trust them! If you pull up a "free" training plan off the internet, that's fine, but if you really have a time goal, at least have someone with more knowledge look it over and explain they whys? I've seen too many folks not understand the workouts, thus cheating themselves from getting the most out of their training cycle. 

Keeping my blood presser and cholesterol at healthy levels. I do get my numbers checked as I work in healthcare and I'm not getting any younger, I know that keeping this under control is a huge deal. 

My last why is it just it makes me a better person. I feel better and it helps me want to help others. I am outside, in my own head for several hours a week. I am able to get focused on my day. I am able to dream a little. What do I really want for myself and those I will be in contact with for the day? I am able to reach for a goal(s) over time, that I never ever thought I could do! 

The other day, I friend posted this and it struck me hard core! "Just remember 5 years ago, you dreamed about where you are NOW." Don't give up on yourself...EVER! 

I'm ready to go for "my gold!" a Sub-3:30 on June 4th! 

Marathon Training: Week 16, Taper?

We are now less than three weeks out, meaning we've entered "the taper." I'm not a fan of the taper, but know the importance of it. If you are unfamiliar with what the taper  in marathon training, it's the last 2-3 weeks where you reduce the volume and intensity of training. If done correctly, you will line up on race day ready, rested and will be able to run your best race (depending on how your training cycle has gone). 

There are several factors to consider! It's time to get some "extra rest," but not "too much" rest! It's normal to start feeling tired more during these weeks, but if too much rest happens, you won't be in prime shape come race morning. You still have to run! I have been good all this cycle with taking extra time to rest on days I'm tired. Some days, it's just coming home from work and going to bed. On the weekends, it's sleeping in and or an afternoon nap. 

A little weight gain is normal during this time. It won't be much, but it's time to eat a little more carbs. I strongly believe in "health carb" options. It's not an excuse to eat cake every day! It is crucial to keep the "diet" in tack as it can affect performance on race day, big time. 

Coming up with a "race day" plan is something to consider. I actually started this last week for a couple friends who plan on watching the marathon. I planned out my pace/aide station times for my friends. This will ensure they know where and when to find me (want a copy? Just ask). I also started figuring out what I will be wearing on race day. I am waiting to be a little closer for a better forecast but I like to race in a tank and shorts/skirt! I have a few to pick from so I just need to narrow that down. 

The "taper crazies", sometimes known as "taper tantrum" is my biggest reason to hate the taper. I do not like to think about having to do less quality training runs. That has been what I've done for 3.5 months. I will still do some, but not as many. It'll feel off. Runners are creatures of habit, so this part sucks. I've had the best training cycle of my life and yet doubt and fear is beginning to set in. It also comes with the excitement of knowing I could really do want I want to do and what I trained for. See why it's crazy???

During the taper, many experience what I like to call "phantom pains." This is something I've not only experienced, but have seen many runner friends go through it. Pain during the taper are simply tissues repairing themselves on a microscope level. A person will often experience muscle cramps as the body adapts. This will make a runner think they are injured and will never be able to pull off the race! It's madness!

I will still be running a lot in the next couple weeks and this taper period is all part of the process. It's just going to be a different type of running. I do know if I play my cards correctly, It'll all pay off on June 4th. 

On June 4th I will line up at 6:50am for my 6th Newport Marathon. I've mostly trained alone this time around. I have had enormous support from not only other runners who have watched my journey, but non runners who have heard about my craziness and somehow can related it to a different area in their life. It's pretty cool. I have had my husband to run my long runs with on the weekends. I have to say that this has been very enjoyable! In the past I've loved having lots of people on the weekend long run. This "lack of folks" has given me freedom to sleep in more and go out at my pace and my pace only. I have pushed my pace on a couple weekends as my husband can run faster. We have had a lot of fun. This has only benefited my training. I've always listened to my body and backed off when needed. 

I don't know that I'll have anything to write about next week, but we'll see what comes up! 

🥂 Cheers to the taper crazies!!!!

Marathon Training: Week Fifteen

My biggest question this week is, "how in the world are we already at week 15?"

Seriously! A marathon training seems like it's long, yet it goes by so fast. As much work as I do, as well as it goes, I'll never feel 100% ready. It's part of the deal. The marathon is a hard race. I will do my very best in training all the way up until race day, June 4th. I will not be sure how the weather will be that day or how I will feel when I wake up that morning. I will continue to focus on what I can control and that's getting up every day and doing my workout. I will bank on my training to get me to the finish line because the marathon won't run itself.

The one thing I have learned from training for marathons is you cannot fake it to the finish line. You have to put the work in. You have to run the miles, and you need to have a good mindset. If the weather is bad, suck it up and trust your training. 

This last week I was pretty exhausted. Not just from training, but from other things in my life. I'm actually thankful for the training right now. Although training like I do could become a stressor in daily life, it's become a stress relief for me. The running early before work sets up my mind and body for a better day. I feel accomplished and strong. I get to clear my head and have time to myself. I have greatly benefitted from "simply showing up for myself." 

Are you having trouble getting started or showing up for yourself? I've found a few things that have helped me, so maybe they'll help you 😘

Write down your workout schedule monthly and go over it weekly. Schedule the workouts like a dentist appointment. I find if I think of it as an appointment, I just do it. 

Ask someone to meet up with you. If you're having problems getting out the door, meeting a friend may help. When I schedule to meet my friend, I am way more likely to show up.

Set out your workout clothes the day before. This makes getting going less stressful. Everything is out and ready for you to get moving. 

Make up a new playlist. When I workout alone I often listen to music. Some people prefer a good podcast. Whatever the case, this is really helpful in getting that workout in.

You are in charge of your own thoughts and actions. Please hit me up if you're wanting to be more active and need help getting started. You are worth it! 

Marathon Training: Week Fourteen (Eugene Half Marathon)

Week fourteen was a week I was anticipating. I couldn't wait to run Eugene Half Marathon for a number of reasons. 

I ran my best full marathon here back in

2018, the last time the finish was on Hayward field. This year it was in the new stadium. Eugene is Track town USA and holds so much running history. Just Google it, there's so much to see. 

This half was built into my training for two reasons. One, I just wanted to run Eugene as I love it so. Two, I wanted a race 4-5 weeks out from Newport to see how training was going as a test and to let my body and emotions go through the race process for a really good practice. 

I'm not going to make anything up here. Racing is hard. Although my mental game is way up and I feel stronger than ever, it's always a thought, "what if I can't do it?" At Shamrock ☘️ 15k (9.3 miles with hills) I ran a 7:22 pace. It's a bit difficult to compare that course with Eugene. Eugene does have some hills but nothing like Shamrock and I will be running about four more miles for the test of endurance. 

In July 2018 I ran my fastest half to date. I ran a 7:31 pace, finishing at 1:38:34. It was also a mostly downhill course, making for a really fast time. I was told by at least three people to not count that time into trying to PR again. Does a downhill even count? I realize what I was being told and set that time to the side but I haven't forgotten. I still remember what it felt like at points in that race and how it got really hard the last couple miles. Some races you never forget.

May 1st 2022. Going into Eugene I am a stronger, more advanced runner. I still make mistakes but there's no doubt in my mind, that I am ready to give a PR (personal record) a try again. I decided not to disregard my 1:38:34 time. If I take a look at training, I should be able to run a 7:33 pace, not quite enough to PR that 7:31 pace but oh so close. I decided 7:30 isn't too much to ask of my body for the condition I am currently in.

I started in corral B, the 2nd wave of runners. We started at 7:01am. I was quickly frustrated as I was boxed in. This is typical for large races. I made the best of it and just started weaving around other runners. It did give me something to focus on. This went on for a long time. For miles really. There was always people around me. I would catch up to the larger "pace groups" and there was a huge mass of folks to go around. One thing I've learned is just just own it and go around. Don't spend your energy getting irritated, It's all part of the race.

The course took me back to 2018, the emotions, each step and even the memories of the friends I made in the course last time. This time was different. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I would pretend a person I was my friend for a while but no talking this time. I just let my mental be focus and I was locked in! 

We started going up a small hill but I had

warmed up pre race, I was ready. My first mile was a slower one but it's the pace I thought I would run for the day for a slight PR, right about 7:30. I still was weaving people but started to settle into a pace and was feeling really good. The weather was ideal and the company was great. 

Mile two was definitely on the fast side but I realized I was speeding up each time we went by a crowd. The crowds cheers do push me through in a very positive way. Mile three - five were on point. I was running strong and was zoned into my race. I remember the feeling of "I could run like this forever, I feel so good." I didn't want to put out too much yet, as it was way too early and it can come back to haunt you later in the race. 

Miles six and seven. Definitely feeling good and there were crowds. I knew I possiblity could regret this but I am so used to running 8-10 miles at a time now in training, the half distance (13.1 miles) isn't imidating. At this point I was halfway and just had to run back to the stadium. Mental toughness, this is where it pays off. 

Mile eight I got back down to the pace I felt comfortable at, but then we started back up the hills again, only this time I wasn't fresh anymore. Miles nine through eleven were harder than I cared for but I still was feeling pretty in control of my race overall. 

Mile twelve I got back into my pace and was hoping to pass people. I played my passing games as we ran on Pre's Trail and although I was starting to feel the aches and pains of racing, I never once thought I couldn't do this. 

At one and a half miles out, I had my weakest moment. I had just passed two

female runners and got scared they would pass me back because I was feeling it. I soon hear a Man yell out from behind, "Let's go team. Only six laps on the track left. We got this " as the Man, or should I say Coach went by I thanked him for his words and he let out a, "relax those arms" or something of the sorts and I did exactly what he said. I realized I had started to tense up a bit. This got my head back where it needed to be as mile thirteen was my slowest. It was closer to marathon pace and this race was only half of that. 

As I got closer to Hayward field I started to feel emotional. We were running down a blocked road now that would lead us right onto the track. Even writing this today makes me emotional. I remember letting out a dry heave just before turning onto the track. I feared I would have to slow down to keep from barfing. I then thought, this is a new track, if I barf in the new track I will be mortified. I tucked that though away, turned the corner and I was in Hayward field! I ran the last .1 miles at. 6:55 pace and let the moment sink in! 

I crossed the finish line and doubled over as I do when I've run my best. Jerry was right there and I said "hi" and walked over to the side thinking I may lose it. Suddenly I was handed a barf bag like the ones we had at work and I realized I was being watched. I think the volunteers were thinking I may need medical. 

I never did throw up, I had my moment. I told the folks looking out I was totally fine and walked over with Jerry as we waited for more friends to come in. I felt like 1000 bucks.

The sun was now starting to break just a little, but boy was it cold. Perfect running temps are only perfect running temps. It was still in the 40's. 

I sit here, the next day full of emotions. I ran the half well, but not perfect by any means. I definitely ran the first half too fast and had to hold on. I did feel strong the whole time, even at my weakest point in the race. I was able to run this morning (Monday) with no signs of overdoing it for the race yesterday. My fear is injury. I continue to really listen to my body and continue to put the work in each week. 

Newport Marathon is four and a half weeks out. I'm feeling pretty alive lately! Tired, yet so alive! 

Oh, by the way. I PR'ed my half time and I counted the downhill race from four years ago! 1:36:59 (7:25 pace). 

Marathon Training: Week Thirteen - Consistency

 This last week I have done a good job keeping my miles going up. I've known for years, to get to the next level, I must put in a little more work. Guess what? It's working! 

 There's a difference between training to get to the finish line and

and training to hit a goal time-personal record time that will ensure getting into Boston 2023 and the struggle is real. 

 I trained hard in 2018 and did just that. It was the first year in history that the time I ran, qualified me for Boston "19 but wasn't good enough as more and more runners are trying to get in every year. I qualified in Eugene and then registered with a qualifying time, only to be told it wasn't good enough. Heartbreaking! I had worked so hard, ended up messing up my foot a bit and had a really difficult time getting back into a training mindset. 

I still stayed consistent, that's something I do well. I ended up going through some struggles, one being Norton's Neuroma in my left foot. The treatment injections got to be pretty brutal but was thankful for a no surgery option. 

I tried to get back into training and I struggled big time with mindset. Covid soon hit, so races started being a thing of the past for a couple years. I still stayed consistent.

As races started coming back, I tried to get back into training and again, injured myself. This time it was my left calf, as training was getting up in miles and intensity. I had to take a big look at what was going on and scale back. I stayed consistent in what I could do as I healed. 

As we came out of covid I was dealing with injury and needed something to focus on so I started working on my body. I knew my body needed a good check to be ready to start training again once my calf healed. I stayed consistent and dropped over 15 lbs. 

I was now feeling really good once again. I started healing and slowly, smartly getting my miles up, and was back into training the end of January 2022. 

For the first time since 2018 my mind has been on fire. I have been more focused than ever and my training is going better than I've ever experienced. At this point I need to keep moving forward while really listening to my body. One wrong move and I could face injury, taking me out for June 4th's marathon. 

I'm not going to let that happen! 

 This coming Sunday I run Eugene Half Marathon. My goal time is doable according to my training times, but will also be hard. It will be a PR (personal record) I once thought I would

never ever come close to again. Eugene will also be fun. I have friends coming to run the half too. I love meeting up with running friends at the races. Finishing on Hayward field will also be my reminder that come June 4th, my training will take over and I will run my race! Hayward field is where I stepped over the finish line as a Boston Qualifier in 2018. I dropped to the ground as soon as I finished. My husband and a volunteer grabbed me and pulled my body up and over to the side. I had given it my all and I will never forget that moment. 

Marathon Training: Week Twelve! #foundchange?

Running in my hometown, Drain Sunday

 As I finished up week twelve, I was reminded that many don't know why the heck I collect coins when I run? If you follow me on social media, you'll see I find coins all the time. I definitely find more as we move into the warmer part of the year and people have been asking why?

 This week had been good. I continue to run on schedule and pace. Sometimes it scares me as I know anything can happen. Any day something could happen to mess up everything I've worked for thus far. I cannot let that get in the way. My mental training is going well too, better than ever. I do not take any training run for granted. Each time I lace up, run and head back into my house, I am thankful for my strength this cycle.   

 Some dates to look forward too! Eugene Half Marathon, May 1st. This race was sprinkled into training as a race predictor. It's placed nicely at five weeks before Newport Full. It'll give me a really good idea of what I'll be able to handle come race day on June 4th! I'm really excited to finish this half on Hayward field in Eugene. The first time I qualified for Boston was at Eugene Marathon 2018 on Hayward field. The stadium has been rebuilt since I ran there in 2018. It's much more grand and holds so much history. It will be a great honor to step foot on that track, once again. I cannot wait! 

 I started collecting found change years ago after reading an article about a Man in NY who picked up coins as he ran. I was a new runner myself and lived in a small town in Oregon but thought, "I'm going to start looking." I soon found a coin and it continued until I had a small jar full. I started another and then another. I started knowing the best places to find coins and of course, you just never know when

there will be one along the sidewalk. I've saved up close to $200 now. I am running Newport with an attempt to qualify for Boston Marathon 2023. When I register, I will use my #foundchange to get into Boston. I am hoping that my friends and those reading start saving change too. I will need help getting to Boston and I believe that change will get me there! It's going to be grand! 

 I know the next month and a half will go fast! I have high hopes for myself and the hard work is paying off. 

Marathon Training: Week Ten

 Week ten has come and gone with the wind. It's been a good week.

 

I had a very strong training week with no setbacks. I'm  having some days of pretty extreme tiredness but also days of extreme energy. I know this is normal with heavy training and just try to get a little extra sleep when needed. 

This last week I had a great talk with a running friend about "training." She loves to train, probably more than the race itself. Training can get pretty demanding and gruesome. Training can also be extremely rewarding. This is what my friend is experiencing now, and it's the same for me. We are both reaping the "gains" or "rewards' for our consistency, hard work, and being willing to do the work. It feels really fabulous.

 Getting up at 3:45-4:00am isn't for everyone. It's a choice that I made to get the work in. The work is paying off and the paces I'm currently hitting are paces I've never thought I could run in my adult life. I'm overwhelmed with gratefulness this week. 

 Just a reminder, people are watching. Something it feels like they aren't and all the hard work doesn't really matter. I was reminded this week that is does matter and eventually someone says something. I know, most people will ever fully understand what I do to make training a possibility in my life, and that's okay. I still hope to show y'all a little piece of what I do to help you move forward in a positive way in your life. 

If you are taking the time to read this, love to you 😘

Marathon Training: Week 9 (What if I get Sick?)

 A big question in Marathon training is, " What if I get sick?" I mean, with a four month training cycle, something is bound to happen, right? 

Week Nine started off a little rocky. I had ran a 20 mile training run last Saturday and reported in my last blog how the last couple miles where really difficult. I figured it was the warmer weather that day or allergies as I did run through the beautiful cherry blossoms 🌸 

Sunday I did do my recovery run just fine but by Monday I felt terrible. I still thought it was allergies but decided to take an early "rest" day. I only walked Monday and that's not like me as I have Monday's off and it's a good opportunity to start the week off with some good mileage. 

Tuesday I needed a quality workout. I actually had x5 mile repeats at a decently fast pace. I got up before work, knowing the worst that can happen is I feel horrible and don't finish. I set out at 4:30 am in ideal running temps and after a good warm up, killed my workout and felt great all day long. 

Wednesday I ran easy, and off my "allergies" went again. The running helped clear my head, but as soon as I stopped, all the congestion and head pain came back. I got ready for work and a coworker came in with my favorite, cold brew with one pump chocolate. I do work with the most amazing people 🌷 As the day went on I felt worse. I have chronic headaches so I am used to not being at my best, but it was feeling different. I couldn't focus, I could hardly keep my eyes open and after realizing I was snapping at my coworkers, I asked to go home. I went right to bed! 

The next two days were rough. It was definitely more than "allergies" I learned many people had or were getting over a nasty cold. Guess it was my turn. I did nothing but rest. At one point my ear hurt so bad I thought I might have an ear infection. 

It is often said, you will probably get sick at some point during marathon training. I chose a four month advanced plan. I would be lying to myself to think I wouldn't have at least one bad week. The middle of training is one of the best times to get sick. 

Guess I got that over. 🤷‍♀️

By Saturday I was feeling better enough to at least try running. It was my long run day. I set out that morning with my husband, knowing I may just come back home. As I've run and trained my body over the last 14+ years, I've become really in tune with my body. When to push it and when I need to stop. I've definitely not perfect at it but I'm pretty good. 

I ran a slow warm up and then settled into my pace for that day. After that, I didn't think about it too much. I just ran and was ok. I did have some mild stomach issues as I was coming off being sick and had to nap after, but I did it! 

Sunday was recovery and I knew that going into week ten would be ok. 

For a week of having to be sick, I still got in 2 out of 3 quality workouts and 2 out of 3 recovery runs. I usually have an active rest day and used it as a rest rest day but, at least the week wasn't a total loss. 

For those of you who take the time to read "the mind of a distance runner" (this blog). I love you! I love how you share with me how you relate in other ways in your life. Training and finishing the marathon distance has taught me so much about life in general that has nothing to do with running. I love how some of you see that in my writing. 

Cheers to week TEN! 

Marathon Training: Week 8, Half Way to the Finish Line!

 

Going into week eight I was a good feeling. I knew the week would start and end with a quality workout, but be full of easy building miles all throughout the week, my favorite! I started my Monday with a solid quality run, looping Dallas! I felt good and I embraced being where I am in my training plan. I'm two months in, with two months to go!

 The week went as planned, lots of miles and I indeed got my mileage up to the next level, just as planned. The next two months will get pretty intense, but I have my head on straight. I'm doing a good job not overthinking the process and also trusting the process. When using a training plan that has been built for you, your level of consistency and your current goals, it will still be difficult. To get faster, one must push the body, without breaking it. That's a hard math problem to figure out! 

 I had an interesting conversation with a co-worker this week who has enjoyed my training blogs but has no interest in running. She talked about a time in her life where she learned something new and scary to her. A big goal in her life. Its something that still lights up her eyes when she talks about it. She shared how she relates to my running goals by what she when through to get to the goal she had set for herself in that time in her life.

 I loved our conversation so much. It was a reminder that I'm not so crazy after all. Setting my big scary goals are positive. I'm not wasting my time and in the process, I'm bettering myself in all areas of my life. 

My favorite run of the week was my hardest one! My husband and I ran our 20 miler in Salem this weekend. I wanted a change of route and I desperately wanted to run through our State Capitol Park's Cherry Blossoms. We started at Salem's Riverfront. I love running there. We ran over two bridges and into three different parks. For the last four miles we ran all over downtown Salem and did a couple loops through the Cherry Blossoms. We started later than we usually do, and it was the warmest and muggiest it's been in training so far. It didn't help that my legs felt fatigued. At mile 18 I stopped for a moment and talked to Jerry about walking the last two miles. Both of use wanted the run to be over. We also knew that walking two miles would take twice as long! Ugh! We started running again and just did it! After, we talked about how tempting it was to walk but we really needed to run the last two miles. We did it just fine. It wasn't fun but we are conditioned do this type of mileage. Isn't that why we do the training runs? Sometimes it's more mental training than we even realize. We really needed to run it out Saturday. This is exactly what I've gone through when racing. You come to a spot in the race when you have to decide, will I run it in and complete my goal or stop? 

I chose to keep running! 

 At the end of that 20 miles I looked back at my splits. As fatigued and hot as I got, I stayed consistent and ran a really solid long run. Cheers to the next eight weeks for training! 

Training GOALS, if overthought, it's easy to think you can't do it for all the reasons! Believe me, there are so many reasons! I have chosen to get up each morning and just do it. I want this, and I have nothing to lose. If I fall short, life will go on! If I do it, I will have something no one can take from me!

Marathon Training Week 7, WHY Settle?

 Last weekend a good running friend asked me what my goal was for Newport Marathon. I let her know I was training for a 3:35 marathon. She asked why? All I need to for a BQ (Boston Qualify) for my age group/gender is a sub 3:50. I thought long and hard how she responded. She asked a legitimate question. Why would I train for a 3:35 when all I need is a 3:50? Why risk it? Risk it, meaning, what if I go out too hard and fall apart out on the course, I could be risking it all? 

 This last week was a hard training week. I'm going into block two, meaning more miles, more intensity and the more my mental better be on! I know I was being challenged as I had a couple days I felt grumpy at work. Work is good, so I know it was simply me, feeling the training. I got through the week, got in some extra sleep and did all my workouts. No one at work snapped at me. I think some of my co-workers question my "why" yet some are really intrigued by the whole idea of training for a marathon.

 This training cycle continues to freak me out in a good way. My training continues to be on point, even as I tip over into the harder workouts. I feel the strength growing in my body and continue to feel like "I can do this." In some of my past training cycles this has not been the case. Some, I couldn't hit my times as I wasn't training properly for the condition I was currently in. Some, I could hit my times, but my head was so unsure of myself, I was my own worst enemy. I see this a lot in runners. Runners minds get in the way! I truly believe in getting help from a more advanced running friend or get yourself a coach. They will do the math/thinking for you and you just simply trust the process. 

 I go into this week knowing I worked my a** off the last three weeks. This week I get to let my body heal and work more on mileage build up. The next nine weeks are going to go by fast, yet take forever! Some people like to compare marathon training to pregnancy. I don't like to do that. I've had three babies and ran 15 full marathons. I get how each pregnancy/training cycle is different, but the comparison is far different in my eyes. I don't ever want to be pregnant again, yet I chose to train my body to do better for this upcoming marathon. 

Newport Finish Line....I'm dreaming about you!!!! I see you when I go out alone in the dark. I see you when I put on my rain jacket because it's a Spring downpour outside. I see you when I look at my quality workout and say, what do I have to lose? I see you when I have to go to bed early because I need to run before work the next morning. That's why I am able to say, I'm training for a sub 3:35 marathon and I will NOT settle for a sub 3:50. I can do this and I see myself doing it. Why oh why would I settle for anything less? 

Long run out and back to Rickreall,
the headwinds almost killed me off!